november 13 @ 12:56 pm
"Robby, this is exactly why I don't want to be your friend anymore. Everytime someone says something about you, kyou spaz out. Your %*c#^ng signature is "my life sux". You know what? The world does not revovle around you! You are NOT so much better than everyone else, okay? I'm sick of hearing all this "h0m0s p!$s me off" and "damn mexicans". It's racist! You talk and talk about how you hate a certain race or country and about how rich you are and how you are better because you "have so much money" and blah blah blah. It's just too much! You are just a p*$$%. Yup, you god damn c*%7. Leave me the %*c% alone. Go wallow with Kylie, I don't care."
He posted again, but I'm not going to bother putting it up. It's a fight, you know. I'm going to win, most likely.
BACK TO MY LIFE!! I know I will have friends. I have lots. If not, oh well, because I'm moving soon, anyway.
You all can't fucking see this was my plan. My plan!! I needed to get alot of friends while I'm in one place, then piss them all off. And, one day, when I come by again, they'll all hate me, as I hated to move every other year. As I hated them all and how they didn't deserve me as a friend. Selfish, yes. Self-centered, yes. But I don't care. I'm too insane to. I keep the friends I like and love, the ones that don't piss me off once or allow me to breathe. Because I was so sick of giving people second chances. So sick or everything going on in my mind..all the anxiety that has plauged me for years. Why didn't all of them have to suffer? Why was I the only one?? It made me mad. It made me cry. It threw me into a hell of a depression last year. But, once I staggered out, I realized something. It's not my fault. Why was I blaming myself? My inner demons could work with me, not against me. So that was my plan here. Just to get people mad, because every trace of worry is laughing inside my brain. And I along with them. No sorries, no aplogies. Fuck. Them. All.
So yes, I'm fucking crazy. You'd better watch out for me, because I'm the evilest of them all.
Was that enough? Was that what you were expecting me to say?? Was it enough to motherfucking scare you god damn cunts off??? To get you all off of my back because I have much more to worry about then some bitchy assholes????
Hope so. Because that was my plan.
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