december 10 @ 11:19 am
First things first: Joe broke up with me. Long, long story. Christian and Jon call me and say "Joe doesn't want to go out with you anymore because his friends don't like you." Jesus, was I crying. I had never felt like that before..it was as if a bomb went off inside me. I guess he had never liked me, though everyone still thinks he did. I'm pretty damn mad at him, but I don't think I hate him, like Christian.
Second: Alexis might be dead. He grandfather found an email from her internet partner and sent something back. Alexis had a..breakdown and started cutting. And I mean CUTTING, not just in one spot..everwhere. She said she laid in the bathtub for an hour bleeding and when she came out, the bath was so bloddy it stained it. I was worried, but the next day, she wasn't at school. Spencer's dad who's a fireman heard over the police radio that a fourteen-year-old girl has to be carried away for slashing herself and she lived near St. Mary's. That describes Alexis to a tee. We know nothing. We don't know if she's even alive, and if she is, what hospital she's at and if she's coming back to school. I love Alexis..I'm so worried. Like, when Chloe told her Joe broke up with me, she starts screaming in the halls "THEY THINK THEY CAN FUCK WITH SARA?! I'M GOING TO PUNCH THEIR FACES IN!!".
Third: Amber broke up with Logan for Jon. And she really likes Jon, too. Which worries me. Jesus, Jogans fucking obsessed with her!! He's been calling her every day even though they've broken up. Apparently a whole bunch of guys like her, again. *sigh* Eh, I'm not going to let it get me this time. So what if all the guys like her for real and only play me? I know what I want..and it's not a relationship. I'll just wait..if someone does like me, then they'll come around sooner or later.
Fourth: Spencer asked Chloe out. Awwww, they make such a cute couple!
Fifth: Dad might get offered that job in State College..in Pennsylvania. Eh, I guess out of all the shithole towns my dad could've picked out, State College isn't the worst. People live in Penn state. Good football teams. Big towns. East coast. ..whatever..
Sixth: I'm getting to be really good friends with Elyce. She understands me more than Amber does, and is funner to talk to. All Amber talks about is what happened on the phone with her and Jon.."like yesterday, a whole bunch of people were over at his house and were totally wasted and drunk!"..we're past the 'deep conversation' phase, me and Amber. We know eachother really well. But, I like Elyce. She's really cool and I don't think that I could get mad at her for being a wench, which sometimes happens with Amber.
So that's pretty much all that's happened in the last..nine days. Not much of it is good for me..except me being friends with Elyce. So yeah..winter's just not my season.
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