meh pity boyfriend..
semptember 17 @ 7:19 am

holy..shit..i..now have..a..boyfriend. let me elaborate: i was on the phone with robby last night and amber calls me, telling me that her 'brother' (dad's girlfriend's son) wants to talk to me. he told me he saw a picture of me and he thought i was really hot and if i would go out with him. my jaw dropped. first of all, i had never seen this kid before. he's apparently a year younger than me and shorter, so why would i even consider it? i thought about it, and i told amber that i still like joe (and even now i do), but i felt really sorry for the kid. i didn't want him to hating himself or something. so i said yes. johnny (his name) was really happy.

it's really only a pity thing. i decided with robby that i should go out with him for a week and then break up. eh..it'll make him feel good about himself for a week. unless i really end up liking him, which i doubt i will. it's just..the weirdest feeling to look at myself in the mirror and say, "i have a boyfriend." me. sara. dopey. the girl who's been practically begging for a beau now has one. i'm sitting here not really believing myself. but it's nice. i feel wanted. like i belong. and that's all i've ever wanted to feel. but, i just don't want this to get around school..to joe. because i still like him. god, i feel guilty because i'm going out with johnny but i don't like him. i still heart joe. i feel good. .:.:dOpEy:.:.

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