so we got to school. i found ashleigh and amber g. and we hung out in the reptile room. amber came later. her hair is so motherfucking cute! so was her outfit overall. damn, i was kinda jealous, but whatever. we basically just went from class to class finding out our lockers and schedules out. there were a few new kids..amber thinks one of them likes me, because apparently he kept looking at me in band. i dunno..i'm still not quite over joe, i think. everytime i see him..i don't know..my heart starts pumping. damn me.
i really want a boyfriend. i know that makes me sound really desprate..but you probably don't understand. i'm scared that nobody's going to be there for me. nobody will care but my girlfriends. if someone does like me..just please, ask me out. damn, does that make me hate myself.
nothing else overly exciting happened. peace. -dopey-